So, this is my life.

And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

his heart grew two sizes that day.

sitting in starbucks.

staring out the window.

suddenly smiling as i watch a lovely little family walking down the street.

two well-dressed dads, one on each end. both caucasian and graying. and in the middle, a small asian boy and a small black boy. all holding hands. all smiling against the cold wind.

i wonder what they were all up to today... maybe a show at the merriam. maybe out to get pizza for lunch.

i wonder how old i have to be to adopt...

maybe i'll just find a way to impregnate carey without any physical contact.


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