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last night as i was walking into a pub, the tune of what used to be our song floated down from the speakers overhead. i haven't listened to it in so long, probably on purpose. i can barely stand the sound of her voice. but i listened to it. objectively, for the first time in years. 5 years almost? it's a nice song. it no longer means anything to me. i would not, in fact, go down with that ship. instead i swam.