inseguridad

it creeps in
subtly
beyond attention
sub-attention
but it gets stuck
if only for a few minutes
a dreadful few minutes
frowning
what if __?
maybe ___.

thankfully it ends
by a call
or a message
and all along it has been okay
all for naught
how silly of me

but i wish i could stop
myself from going through this

waste of time
energy
thought
emotion